lots of work to rush, in addition to Mock IOP tmr, Chinese oral on friday, and I have yet to prep for either one. Flight was cancelled due to lightning on friday morning. prospect of getting back probably lousy marks for my common tests. I'm not getting enough sleep cuz i've been sleeping much later. Thank you dear Lord for all this.

Thank You that I am able to worry about all these mundane things, rather than what i was worrying about few weeks back. Whatever I was complaining about a few posts ago, actually is happening to me again.

I miss waking up at 6 grumbling that I could not get enough sleep.
I miss the times where I would get upset by something as trivial as lousy test/exam results.
I miss worrying whether the weather would cancel my flights
I miss worrying about major projects that are due 12 hours away and I only started on it.
I miss laughing without worries.
I miss falling asleep in lectures and missing out important points.
I miss feeling very annoyed at my handphone when the joystick doesn't seem to work.
I miss the feeling of being anxious about exams cuz I didn't study enough.
I miss falling asleep at my table doing work.
I miss worrying about where i'd end up after university.
I miss being able to wake up refreshed, and enjoy the cool morning air
I miss having the ability to be happy for the little things in life
I miss feeling normal.

yep. all these things i missed are all coming back now. my handphone is acting up again..and i'm feeling more normal than ever..praise God =)

Indeed, God did have a reason for putting me through all that.

But still. I wonder what if things hadn't turned out so nicely. Would I have blamed God? I don't know. I know that i'm no Job, for now at least. But I pray that in time, I will learn to have greater faith.

Thanks to everyone for their concern and prayers over the past month or two =)

Had a really nice birthday, even though I didn't get to fly due to lightning on that day. I guess birthdays are meant to be spent with ones we love, rather than inorganic pieces of winged metal =)

oh well. off to do the stupid IOP.

haha. weather permitting, I'll be going round in circles to 800 feet tmr afternoon. win!

Blessed Be Your Name
In the land that is plentiful
Where Your streams of abundance flow
Blessed be Your name

Blessed Be Your name
When I'm found in the desert place
Though I walk through the wilderness
Blessed Be Your name

Every blessing You pour out
I'll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say

Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name

Blessed be Your name
When the sun's shining down on me
When the world's 'all as it should be'
Blessed be Your name

Blessed be Your name
On the road marked with suffering
Though there's pain in the offering
Blessed be Your name

Every blessing You pour out
I'll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say

Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name

You give and take away
You give and take away
My heart will choose to say
Lord, blessed be Your name

I am healed in Jesus' name