so the first week of school has ended. and it feels so strange to be home on saturdays now. five day week seems better actually =)

gah. now the homework is slowly coming in. i forgot most of my bio stuff already. stupid 50 qn MCQ. ahhh. and theres that differenciation thing. i still don't really get those. oh well. soon i will. i hope. ahh.

hmm. anyway, we had cca presentations for the sec 1 orientation on thursday. the presentations and booth thing was supposed to end by 4. but chan chee wei was talking in the CPA for so long. went up so many times to see and he was still talking. so me and IAN went to the cyberac where phuan and SOOOOOOOON KAI and all the other gep compserve ppl were there. and we fiddled around with their weird comps whose monitors were facing outwards. and i played starcraft there! and i whacked the ZERG with probes =D hey wes ian or HENRY. if you're reading this, wanna play sc anytime soon? i'm bored.

ohya. i forgot. henry's computer died. ha ha ha. dumb henry. your computer MIELT DOWN. hahahaha (note: i know very well how to spell meltdown)

yeah. anyway, after 4 something. or 5. somewhere there, all the sec ones started streaming in. most of them were going to the BB booth and taking oreos from them, and going out to the pond behind our booth to play with the BB's toys. according to JONG, they only play their toys once a year. so dumb. at one point, jong used our ropes to tie the doors shut, and a few of the sec ones who wanted to go to the pool couldn't go. hahaha. so fun

then yesterday we had ncc. gareth as usual takes dunno how long to make a point. and i think he's too idealistic about some things. oh shoot. i just remembered. i think i forgot to call some of the part Ds to go for the prof test today. argh. well, about the CLT course at the end of the year, i have to say i'm not really keen on it. got other plans for those 3 weeks >.< blah. we'll see how it goes. hmm. had dinner at pastamania at funan with some of the ncc peeps. walking in light rain at night does feel a little weird. dont' know why.

ahh. i need to do homework.

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and opens your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so no one can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life.... You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the mind. It's a soul hurt, a body hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."

--Neil Gaiman